Household Slave Experience

 Today (14/3), I had a session with Mistress Leyla and I was so happy because I have the privilege to serve Mistress at her home. It was a  one-day long (7 hours) session and the main task today was to clean Mistress's premises. I arrived 15 mins before the scheduled session time due to the train arrived early. Upon arrival, Mistress came to the front entrance to greet me. Then, I was escorted to the living room and Mistress started telling me my duties today. It was basically cleaning the bathroom, Mistress's bedroom, staircase and landing. Also, I was asked to prepare sandwiches for Mistress and myself as lunch. Before, I was led to the washroom, I met a cute friend and she is just as lovely as Mistress. 

I was then escorted to the bathroom. I changed my slave uniform and also wore the panty and stockings provided by Mistress (Thanks again!). Mistress started to detail what I need to do and how to clean the bathroom. Of course, things would not be easy when having a session with Mistress Leyla. I was asked to put on a leather belly belt, i.e. those to escort criminals in the US, and then a pair of handcuffs with a long chain (24 inches) was put through the hoop on the belt and my hands were cuffed. This means that my wrists were connecting to my waist by a long steel chain and hence, I could not extend both of my arms at the same time. Once might thought that the chain is so long and hence, it should not affect work. This is not true as the amount of restraint provided by that cuffs was unbelievable when one tried to stretch his/her arms. Nevertheless, other than the handcuffs, a pair of leg irons with a relatively short chain (8 inches) was put on my ankles and after the lock sound, I was completely locked up and I could only walk slowly. Also, my every move was monitored by Mistress as she would need to rate my performance and to decide whether I would be a good household slave...

As I am not very good in doing housework, it took me an hour just to clean the bathroom and from time to time, Mistress taught me how to do some tasks during the cleaning process (Thanks Mistress). I did learn a lot from Mistress today and I promise I will do it better next time. In fact, just after cleaning the bathroom, I have a feeling that I managed to explore a bit more of Mistress's life and at the same time, Mistress also knows me a bit more. This mutual exploration really makes me feel happy because I want to serve Mistress and what I need is to understand Mistress more so that I could adapt and work more effectively.

After cleaning the bathroom, I was taken down to the kitchen to prepare lunch for Mistress. Well, it is something that can be forgotten as my cooking skill is disastrous. It was lucky that Mistress did not suffering from food poisoning after having the sandwiches I prepared. So I was lucky enough to have a chance to have lunch with Mistress and I have the privilege to try the golden juice by Mistress. To be honest, my cock was turned to a steel rod once I drank Mistress's golden juice as I would like to try it for long. I think I was very lucky to have a chance to try it today. Of course, I hope I would have the chance to drink it again as I treat it as a reward from Mistress, i.e. I only can taste it if I am well-behaved and performed well during session.

After lunch, it was the time for Mistress to take a break. I was asked to get into a small closet. Once I was in, Mistress tape by left hand on a cupboard and another pair of handcuffs was put on my right hand with the other end anchored to my neck collar. I did tell Mistress that I had a full ball but I could not put on my chastity cage today. As a result, Mistress took some precautionary measures and taped both  of my palms seriously to become two 'duct tape balls'. This means that first of all, none of my hands could reach my cock or even I managed to reach it, I could not use my palms at all. Then I was hooded and the closet door closed. I don't know how long I was there but what I can tell is since the time Mistress tied my hands, my cock was like diamond hard and I could tell that even a single stroke by my hand will cause a serious 'volcano eruption'. Of course, Mistress did prevent such an eruption happening but it was really the most difficult few hours for me to suffer. I would like to cum but I could not serve myself. I tried to move my cuffed right hand to reach my cock but it felt like they were separated by 2 miles away. I could tell that there was a little bit of liquid came out from my cock (probably pre-cum) which did not help at all because it just made me to feel even more horny.

A few hours later, Mistress released me from the closet and Mistress asked me how did I feel. I answered honestly that it was hard but it is something that a slave must experience. This is because liquid release itself is a reward and slaves will require permission from Mistress before they can do so. The permission would only be granted in some very special circumstances. I found that I need to get use of this feeling as my cock and cum are both belonging to Mistress Leyla but not myself. I am here to serve Mistress but not to ask Mistress Leyla to let me to do whatever I want. I am here to obey Mistress and not to ask Mistress to fulfil my wants.

Afterwards, Mistress escorted me back on the second-floor to do Mistress's bedroom cleaning. I was very lucky as I was allowed to clean Mistress's bedroom and again my cock became rock hard after I saw Mistress's clothes (and also her sleep mask).  Compared to cleaning the bathroom, it was easier although I still need to practice more so that I can work faster next time. Once again, Mistress treated me so nice as she made me a cup of tea (Thanks Mistress). It took me about 40 mins to clean the bedroom and then I was asked to clean the landing and staircase. It was actually one of the hardest tasks ever. Don't forget that I was wearing a pair of short chained leg irons. In fact, it was very difficult to walk up and down the stair due to the short chain. I had to be extremely careful as one wrong step would cause me to fall down from the staircase. As a result, it took me about 30 mins just to clean the stair. I need to practice more on wearing leg irons to go up and down stairs to improve my work efficiency.

Before ending the cleaning duty, the final task was returning to Mistress's bedroom to do the bedding for Mistress. Again, it was not an easy task as I was cuffed so that I could not extend both of my arms at the same time. In fact, I could not do it properly at first and again Mistress taught me a method to do the bedding quickly. Thank you so much Mistress. I really learnt a lot of things from you today. After doing the bedding, I was asked to tidy up everything and then Mistress uncuffed both my hands and ankles and it was definitely the longest time I was in cuffs. However, I would like to be long-term cuffed by Mistress again in the future. I promise Mistress that I will improve my effectiveness next time and I will aim to do all the cleaning within 4 hours.

It was a really intense but fun session. I do understand Mistress a lot more after today and I believe it is same for Mistress. I also know a new friend and she is so cute. I will definitely come back to serve Mistress again and I hope in one day, I will have the opportunity to become an owned household slave of Mistress Leyla.

P.S. After the session, Mistress granted me permission to cum  (Thanks Mistress). To return, I decided to write this blog post first before I am going to have my volcano eruption. Of course, if Mistress would like to change her mind, please let me know and will put on my chastity cage to become a good boy again. Also, thank you so much Mistress treated me so nice today.

Ownership, is it for fun only? (Revised)

In recent weeks on social media, ‘ownership’ seems to be a hot topic to discuss and debate about. In fact, it is common to see slaves put status like ‘owned by Mistress/Master ABC’, ‘looking for an owner’, ‘currently unowned’ etc on twitter or Facebook. In addition, I frequently see Mistresses post on their Facebook pages or blogs about owing slaves who do not want to serve. In some more severe cases, there have been reports on owned slaves suddenly blocked their owners and then simply disappeared. These posts make me to feel that ownership nowadays is just a fashionable term. To be exact, it is no longer a mutual relation between the dom and sub. So my question here is, are people still treat ‘ownership’ seriously or it is just a ‘deposable’ item that everyone can choose to start and end the relation at any time without facing any consequences.

Of course, there is nothing wrong to seek for an owner or being owned. However, if we step one-step backward and ask ourselves several questions. Why ownership is important? Is it just a fashionable word or does it mean something valuable for slaves? Why it is necessary to be owned or why slaves would like someone to control them? In this post, I am trying to answer the above questions as a slave’s point of view. As it is a debatable topic, the following is just my personal thoughts and please feel free to agree or disagree what I say.

Ownership, in one sense, means a slave agreed to transfer itself (note: people use it to describe slaves in ancient times) as an asset to its owner. Wait a minute! this means now the owner has full control on how to ‘utilise’ his/her ‘property’ and the slave can only obey and execute all the orders coming from its owner. Doing so means that the slave will lose its freedom but does not seem like one will gain anything form this relation. In other words, it seems like for slaves, ownership is a ‘profitless’ business. Then why slaves are still seeking to be owned?

Personally, I think the feeling of security and an opportunity to play a part in the owner’s daily life are the two most important things that a slave will gain from this mutual relation. For a slave, it will feel empty if no one willing to control and train it. Psychologically, this means we want something (i.e. the satisfaction due to being owned) but we cannot achieve what we want due to no one willing to do anything to give us what we want (i.e. not being owned).

As a slave, it is easy to tell the awful feeling of not being able to serve no one. We (slaves) get satisfactions after serving our owners. For example, I do all the tasks assigned by Mistress Leyla promptly, usually within a day or two, to make Mistress happy. I feel so happy if I managed to finish all the assigned tasks on time and when Mistress Leyla thanks for my good work (not always so good ☹). Similarly, I feel sad if I let Mistress Leyla down and make her feels disappointed. Of course, I get punished by Mistress Leyla but at the same time I learn how to improve and do better next time. This learning process not just makes me better but at the same time make me to feel I am playing a role in Mistress’s life. This warm feeling is something that I gained from this relation and I think this is a mutual relation which links Mistress Leyla and I together.

For all slaves, being owned means that they are now fully committed to serve their owners with no regrets. Similarly, for all Mistresses/Masters, owning slaves means they are committed to train up and to make them better. So far, I have just talked about physical ownership. There are many other types of ownership such as long-distance ownership, lifestyle ownership, financial ownership etc. Of course, the purpose of different types of ownership is different but the ultimate principle stays the same. We serve to appreciate our owners, and we get both physical and psychological satisfactions through completing tasks assigned by the owners. I do believe that ‘ownership’ or ‘being owned’ is still playing an important role in BDSM. I think most slaves are still treating ownership very seriously and most slaves will feel proud at the point when their owners collared them. At least for me, I feel so proud when Mistress Leyla collared me and let me to be her slave. Although I did do something which dissatisfy her at the time when I was writing this post, I enjoy being owned by Mistress Leyla because I am satisfied with my identity. I know that I am a slave and serving Mistress is my daily duty and if I am not performing well, Mistress Leyla will punish me hard because I know that Mistress Leyla would like me to become a better slave. Like all other relations, we will get good and bad times but since ownership is a mutual relation, the successfulness of this relation depends strongly on how much effort each party would like to commit to keep it running.

To conclude, I think ownership is a serious mutual relation which is not something that we should take it easy. Before committing to become an owned slave, one should ask if he/she is serious enough to play a part in maintaining this relation by serving his/her owner daily. If the answer is yes, then ownership is the thing one should go for. As I already mentioned, ownership is a mutual relation. If no one would like to input nothing, then this relation will not last long and the debate about why owning a slave or why being owned will just keep carrying on…

 

 

Needs vs Wants in BDSM

As a Sub, it is always easy to tell what I want during a BDSM session. However, it is sometimes a bit more challenging to identify what I need. Needs and wants take similar meaning in board sense but these terms are different in the sense that 'need' tends to mean essential things while while 'want' usually means something is optional.

A successful BDSM session required the submissive fully understood what he/she would like to experience (i.e. wants) and also what he/she hopes Mistress Leyla will do (needs) during a session. As an example, I always imagine myself as a naughty slave who is a bit dangerous to Mistress Leyla (due to lack of discipline) so that I would like to be restraint, gagged and put in a cell/cage to reflect and control in every session. This is what I want. Similarly, I would like to be tied or chained up, blindfolded and gagged all the time during a session so that I will not have control on anything and Mistress Leyla will determine what to do on my body in the next few hours. This is what I want. I would like to be tortured and tormented by Mistress Leyla, using various tools and methods. This is what I want. I would like Mistress Leyla to control my behaviour and speak all the time so that I could only act and speak with Mistress's permission. This is what I want. Of course, I also want to be trained up by Mistress Leyla to be a better slave and hence I would like Mistress Leyla to assign me some daily tasks to do. Again this is what I want...