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Session with Mistress Leyla – Some Thoughts After Session
On the first Tuesday in November, I had a
session with Mistress Leyla. This was my second session with Mistress Leyla and
I was very excited about it. I woke up early in the morning and checked the
traffic condition to ensure I would arrive Mistress’s dungeon on time. Before
setting off, I texted Mistress Leyla to confirm my booking and then started
driving. This time, Mistress Leyla ordered me to wear stockings under my
clothing. I am not so experienced in wearing stocking and I found that they are
quite comfortable although it would be better if I get a pair of large instead
of medium as it was a bit too small for me.
I arrived Mistress’s dungeon on
time and upon arrival, Mistress Leyla welcomed me and asked me to sit down on
the bench in her Dungeon. Then what happened next made me to face the reality,
i.e. I knew that I would have a harsh session today… Once I sat down, Mistress
Leyla handed me two things immediately - a female panty and a slave collar
which has my name on it. I wore the collar immediately although it does not fit
well and then I put on the panty. Probably I was too stressed or excited, I put
on the panty incorrectly as well as I did not aware that the stockings were not
at the correct height. I then knocked the door of the chamber and Mistress
Leyla called me in. As usual, I was asked to kneel in the ‘full position’ and
then the first thing Mistress told me was: ‘did you check your stockings and
panty before coming in? Also, why the name tag of your collar was at the back?’
I apologies to Mistress Leyla immediately and then I spent quite some time to
rectify all the mistakes I made. In fact, I was not able to spot what was the
problem for my stockings and I received penalty from Mistress immediately. I
was asked to run around the garden outside Mistress’s dungeon for 2 mins. I was
naked and did not wear shoes. I felt so embarrassing as I afraid Mistress’s
neighbours will spot me and, there was a helicopter flew past at the same time.
I ran slowly and carefully as I did not wear shoes and 2 minutes passed (it
felt like 2 hours) and Mistress Leyla allowed me to come back in the dungeon.
Then Mistress Leyla gave me the
first task of the session. To be exact, to wear the stockings properly (i.e.
same height in both sides and also to have the same area of the dark colour top
bit) within 60 seconds. I managed to do it in my first attempt and Mistress
Leyla was pleased. I was then asked to repeat the task but the time was reduced
to 45 seconds. Before the timer started, I know that I would not be able to
complete the task on time as my feet were wetted by the damped soil in the
garden and hence, it was difficult to put on the stockings. I could not finish
the task (not even managed to do one side) on time and hence, I received more
canning punishment (14 strokes) from Mistress Leyla.
Afterwards, Mistress Leyla tested
my knowledge in different slave positions. Although I did practice all the positions
many times before attending the session, I was too stressed so sometimes I
needed to think about how to do a particular post, especially for those similar
posts such as the lying, prone and invert positions. In addition, I am not so
flexible nowadays so could not really get the inspection position right.
Luckily Mistress Leyla was very kind to forgive me but I know that I need to do
more exercises to improve my flexibility and to practice more to make sure I
can do all the positions without thinking in my next session.
Then, Mistress Leyla asked me to
go into the cage. It sounds like an easy task to complete but it wasn’t… Before
going into the cage, Mistress Leyla cuffed my hands using a pair of metal
handcuffs in front. Once the cold metal cuffs touching my wrists, I felt that I
am now really a slave fully controlled by Mistress Leyla. It is not a secret
that many Mistresses/Masters tend to handcuff their slaves all the time to
ensure their safety (joking 😊) but to make the slaves to feel that they
are now under control and hence, to give them slavery feeling. Although my
hands were cuffed in front (luckily), due to the short chain between the two
cuffs, the movement of my hands was highly restricted. Before putting me in the
cage, Mistress asked me to remove all the pillows and the duvet from the cage.
It is of course an easy task in normal times but don’t forget that my hands were
cuffed so I could not actually spread my arms. It was extremely difficult for
me to hold the door of the cage which is hinged from the top of the side frame
and to take out all the things inside the cage. I used my shoulder to support
the cage door and then took out all the pillows. Now, I faced another new
challenge which was to remove the bulky duvet. I know that as my arms could
only spread for max. 20 cm, I would not be able to hold the duvet. I tried to
roll the duvet so that I could hold it with my cuffed hands. It was an
extremely difficult task and after 3 mins of struggle, I finally managed to
remove the duvet from the cage. Now, Mistress Leyla asked me to kneel in front
of her. I was then blindfolded and gagged before I was led to and locked in the
cage. Also, Mistress Leyla clamped my nipples and the chain of the nipple
clamps was connected to my neck collar. This means that every movement of my
head will move the clamps. I tried to minimise my head movement to minimise the
pain sent from the clamped nipples to my brain. As I was blindfolded, I did not know how
long I spent in the cage. However, I do think that every minute in the cage
feels like an hour as I could not see and could not talk. I felt so vulnerable
as I could not tell what will happen next as I was confined in a small cage.
The first 20 minutes (I thought) was okay as nothing happened on my body and I
was about to relax a bit. But then…. Suddenly some pain came from my cock
because Mistress Leyla started canning my cock. I could not see and my hands
were cuffed. I tried to move to avoid but I couldn’t as I was locked in a cage.
What I could only do was screaming through the gag. Mistress Leyla did the
canning three times during my time in the cage and then I was released.
After releasing from the cage, I
was asked to kneel in front of Mistress Leyla again. Mistress removed my hood
and the gag but then she gagged my mouth using the device that used by dentists
to keep their patients’ mouth open. Mistress Leyla then lighted a cigarette and
my mouth became the ash tray for Mistress. After smoking, Mistress removed the
handcuffs from my wrists but put a pair of leather cuffs on my ankles so I
could only walk in small steps from now on and re-gagged me. Mistress Leyla
then asked me to put on my shoes and I was led to the outdoor garden. Mistress
asked me to walk toward a wooden stock and I was locked there. It was again a
very embarrassing experience as I was naked and I was hold still in the garden
with a helicopter kept flying around. Also, as I wore the dentist gag, I couldn’t
swallow saliva and it kept drooling from my mouth. I don’t know how long I
spent on the wooden stocking, probably 10 mins but again I felt like I was
there for at least 1 hour as I was completely immoblised and I was scared to be
spotted by someone in the helicopter or by Mistress’s neighbours.
After coming back from outside, Mistress
Leyla kindly removed my gag but re-cuffed my hands and allowed me to give her a
foot massage. I used my cuffed hands to hold Mistress’s foot and used my tongue
to provide a foot massage to Mistress. This is a relatively easy task before I
was asked to do the most challenging task of the session. Mistress Leyla asked
me to fold the duvet (the one I removed from the cage earlier) and the bed
lining and put everything back into the cage. Well, if removing things from the
cage is already challenging enough, putting them back will definitely not be
easier. To make things even more challenging, my head was hooded, so I could
not actually see as I was like semi-blindfolded. Mistress Leyla also re-gagged
me so I could not speak (or make a request). With my cuffed hands, I know that
it will be extremely difficult for me to fold the duvet. I kept walking around
and fold the duvet bit by bit. Also, because I could not see, I could not tell
if I did fold the duvet correctly. After struggling for about 10 mins, I
finally managed to fold the duvet and made it look reasonably presentable. Now,
I faced a new challenge which was about to put the duvet back into the cage.
Again, with my cuffed hands, it is an extremely difficult task. I need to hold
the duvet which is already a difficult task and to open the cage door. Mistress
Leyla noticed that I could not open the cage door so she was very kind to help
me to hold the door (thanks Mistress 😊). However, I was still struggling to hold
the duvet as my arms could not spread wide enough to grasp it without unfolding
it. Then I tried to roll the duvet and after several trials, finally I managed
to hold and put it back into the cage.
Afterwards, there was about 10
minutes before the session end. Mistress Leyla was kind enough to allow me to have
a happy ending. However, I need to use my cuffed hands to masturbate and cum
within 5 minutes. It was a very hard task as although my hands are cuffed in
front, the chain was too short so that my left hand could not move free enough
to get a full stroke. I have tried different ways to masturbate but the result
remained the same. The chain was just too short so I could not really stimulate
my cock enough to cum. 5 minutes passed quickly and Mistress Leyla asked me to
stop immediately when the timer alarm set off. I put my hands on my head
although I was quite close to cum. At that time, I just felt frustrated as I
could not get the happy ending. Nevertheless, what I can tell is luckily in
this session, most the time my hands were cuffed in front, I could not imagine
what would happen if my hands were cuffed behind (I am not convincing Mistress
to try it next time though 😊). It also shows that handcuffs are very
effective for the purpose of slave’s behaviour control (as well as to make sure
Mistress Leyla is safe 😊).
After the session, I found that I
need to have more practice on how to serve effectively while wearing handcuffs.
Therefore, from now on, I wear handcuffs to write the blogs and to do all the
Mistress Leyla’s assigned tasks in order to get use to the feeling of being a
shackled slave as well as to learn how to use my cuffed hands effectively.
Practice makes perfect
Resulting form the lack of effectiveness in work while wearing shackles, I did promise Mistress to practice more at home when I have time an...
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